My grandfather was a duck trapper
He could do it with just dragnets and ropes
My grandmother could sew new dresses out of old cloth
I don’t know if they had any dreams or hopes.
I need to reread all my books; my first read is always myopic and overwhelming, and I can never recognize the themes or anticipate what’s been foreshadowed. Unfortunately, this is also how life feels to me, and I don’t think I’ll get a redo. Given my limited time and ability, I think I need to start engaging others and pay attention to their reactions—this may be the only way forward.
Rick Bragg
Rick Bragg
Rick Bragg, All Over But the Shoutin’
All Over but the Shoutin’, Rick Bragg (via cameokiddo-blog-blog)
Rick Bragg
“By the time I got to Birmingham, its great story was already frozen in stone. Kelly Ingram Park is a place of statues now, quiet, peaceful, unless you are one of those people to whom history screams. Old black men sit on the park benches to feel the sun on their face, and discuss whether or not that statue of the Reverend Martin Luther King Junior really looks like him. It stands on ground, what many people in this city see as holy ground, where civil rights marchers were pummeled by batons, blasted with fire hoses and gnawed by dogs, on the orders of a one-eyed little man named Bull Connor. A few feet away is the venerable old Sixteenth Street Baptist Church, where a Klansman’s bomb killed four little girls. History might not scream to a white man here, but it whispers.” (157)
Would I have fought segregation if I had been born in 1941, instead of 1991? I doubt it; I might have personally rejected it, but to fight requires outrage and courage, and I don’t fight anything now, even though there is plenty to be outraged about and I may have less to lose. But I do hear history whispering to me sometimes. And I can say I’m not like my parents, who believe the present (or recently past, for issues like gay marriage) order is natural, just, obvious, and inevitable, and so atrocities like slavery and Jim Crow are mere aberrations and not very important or outrageous anymore.
“You do not hate the time you waste; it evokes a much more passive emotion than that. You only wish you had it back, like a quarter in an unlucky slot machine.” (147)
I don’t know if this line is especially great, but one of the previous owners of my book must have loved it: they highlighted it at least twice, practically painting the bottom of the page in deep, yellow strokes. It was the only part of the book any of them marked, and while I don’t mark my books these days (my thoughts and my favorite lines never feel that definitive) shortly after I bought this book in 2012 I did identify the lines at the beginning of the book as being from “Pancho and Lefty,” surely to prove to quietly but unambiguously prove to the world how cultured I am.

